life don't go always go the way u want to..

shihui returns

2009-01-21T05:31:00Z

after several attempts, i've finally got my account and password resetted and ready to go.
i've reread my previous posts to find them all.. rather childish and plain.
paronoidity that is waste of time but yet inevitable.
however, i've learn to take things as it is, easy and relaxing bcoz freaking out doesn't matter.

i'm veri happi with my blogger account n will be super reluctant to post here.
i think.. i wonder.. i hope..

on a random note, i realli hope that i would end up in VJC bcoz i've direct bus there.. and i would really wanna join june they all and pursue my studies there. :/

another question will be.. if i am unable to get into VJ.. would i appeal thru cca?
read the web for dsa to vj.. it says that you've to attach the past two years results, which was for me- sucked.
hm. 30th jan then. where all decision will come to me :D

jbf

2007-09-05T14:39:59Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER.
his birthday was yesterdae.

fine i'm finally back..
been home rather late since the holidays started if i'm not wrong.
i carn rmb much btw,.

SUNDAE!
wen to ~~ms ho~~ Mrs Goh's house for dinner with the bunch of 6.1 ppl.
not alot but quite a handful.
watched her movie video. looks sweet. but according to mrs goh it sounded abit fun other den the romantic parts!
i still like her skits. so funni.
xiang dang nian.............
BTW CI MRS GOH FEI SK'S MRS GOH.

on mondae :D
mondae was mt prelim :(
sux for me. sort of freak out bcoz all my failing assessments are scaring the hell out of me.
wel.. i finished it. i did. but for paper1 i was counting down t the end of paper though i noe i had a long wae ahead :P

den.. after dat me shan and june were persuaded to watch movie wit kahmin and kailing at the coffeeshop..
wel... well.. so we wen t watch RA TA TOO EEEEEEEEE.
a veri funni show.. muahahaha.
furthermore i was high la. so dat explains how well did i enjoyed it :))
quite recommendable for ppl hu laughs.
as in hu doesn't lol.

i wanted to catch 881. lol. with all its praises. but i hav no $$.
so well i'll wait for the disc so mom will rents it.

on tues, was JBF.

hee.
all in all..
IT WAS JUS A GREAT PERFORMANCE PERFORMED BY OUR ADORABLE SEC1S.
o.O weird adj. :D
i was so anxious la. as if i was the one performing. or even worst den dat i duno why.
n i was shorting lik some poor idiots. with shan n mic infront coz shan hav duty.
and the whole bunch was at the back.
how i hoped i can joined em.

regarding the performance, There were jus a few mistakes here and there
but all in all, it was great. :D
for a 2nd performance for most of em
really enjoyed dat. and dey got praises.

BUT!
hope dey will kip it up.
and continue to prac hard on their instrument.
as they stil hav a long wae to go..
syf 2009.
let's start stressing em. X=
hope dey get an honours back!

however, abit of "reaction prob". DISCIPLINE AH PPL.
!!!!

but well. i'm proud of em. ;)

presents to the sec1s.
sry didn't take the pic of the one we gav to justin :P
coz it wasn't with me.

HOLIDAYS.

2007-08-31T10:21:40Z

today is teachers' day.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
all teachers deserve a rest.
lol. facing all the devils from morning to almost nite!
but i guess dey will miss the students alright.
especially to ~~ms ho~~ MRS GOH! we aren't allowed to go back.
security was too tight. oh :(

for the past week, i have been rather occupied by tests and the dearest junior band.
was a little frustrated about going hm for my bio test. it was lik de 2nd time dat i realised tat mayb i should devote more time to revision to my test a tot. peer pressure from all those muggers or even non-muggers who were going to study. i'm responsible and nice and kind and every gd adj that u can ever think of so i stayed on. to show my fullest support. :D

in the end, bio test was errs lik dat lo? for bio, 希望越大失望越大嘛。 duno wad to expect.
speaking of chinese, i failed my 公函 and 报章报道. steep drop in my mt results! 加油吧.

gosh. jbf is coming up la! on tues!! which leaves em 0 practice left!
coz of n lvl listening and paper! we hav to b considerate and sensitive.well.. mayb this serves as a break and mayb parents wouldn't start to complain :D

i'm really proud of the junior band. i will really be and realli are. :D

36 MORE DAYS.

2007-08-25T12:24:11Z

i'm tired! eye pain. haha.
have been staring at the com screen for the past 5 hours i tink x(
coz i'm watching huan huan ai and chatting :D

i'm tired and therefore i've no mood to study.

i woke up at 7 todae.
in attempt to do my hmk.
lol but in the end i did alittle.
den slacked my wae until i proceeded to sch for sectionals at 830
i CARN BELIEVE IT!
lol. my section members all dere already larh.
so shocked :P
hee.
den finally STROKINGS as a section.
i missed it man.
woots. woots.
den after a while i nid to proceed for physics.
oh gosh. physics was jus heavy.
my brain could literally auto shut down!
physics CONFUSING to me. hwo could dat be? x(
den tons of homework.

proceeded t mac for kfc!!!!
lol. i've been waiting for it for days.
and wen to do some 'shopping' wit june and jolyn.
geez i'm slacking badly. but i dun mind.
weekends are MEANT FOR RELAXATION.

nid to improve my tactics of HR.

i'm too tired so the tests are all lined up for me nxt week :)
have fun :D
36 more days to exams.
36 more days ot my birthday.

happy birthday.

2007-08-24T14:53:40Z

hmmm i just wonder how mani ppl dislike me sia. weird wae to start a posting but yeah.
got this feeling tat a few ppl are getting rather errs. unhappi with me?
as in for quite some time already.
but posting jus now coz the number seemd to hav increased. please dun ask me why.
it's jus a gut feeling.

eng test was a screw up today. basic language and noobish topic sentence. it's getting nowhere.
am i freaking out? oh shucks.

n once more
happi birthday yiying.
happi birthday lh.

ok today managed to get smth done. smth nids to be done! well. yeah. it's not improving but deteriorating. "/
nid some hope for dat.
I'M HOPEFUL! n i mean it.

reminiscence.
i chanced upon the disc which ms ho got for each of us having a eternal 6.1 heartbeat while searching for smth.
every1 realli looked so different. the fun and carefree pure life. i sort of missed it.

301 having physics lessons. OPPS. my homework!
would we be burning cockroach or cooking egg? x)
i wan to cook egg! CLASS BBQ Lol.
n i'll be missing sectionals :( ( i wanna play timpani part. nid practice! )
n i would miss my dear section lol.
i miss sectionals. seriously.

got si ben dao yue qiu de song. thanks for sending :D

i've nv had so much disappointment bcoz i tot de few of u could make it.
de rest at least responded with some heart.
ure heckcare ness jus turns me off.
stop this
n not let me giv up on everything.
and disappointing em all too.
wake up call!!!

HAPPI BIRTHDAE SHAN2

2007-08-23T15:05:40Z

yesterdae was shiling's birthdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHILING!
TODAE is shan's birthdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANSHAN!
tmr is yiying's birthdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAE YIYING!
tmr is lh's birthdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LH!

hasn't been updating for the past few days! i didn't even come online. i'm amazed myself too.
but now i'm finally back!
ok got back my chinese test. rather disappointing .hope i can improve for my mt prelims during september.
well... how? i tink i was rather careless for this test. FOCUS!
chem spa was alright. got it thru. it was rather manageble. :) (finally smth tt i tink is ok)

i rmb dat dae kailing was showing the great display on 302's classroom board. every day had at least 1 test. dat's crazy. n i tot we were spared frm it. and i was wrong. from mondae to thurs 4 the coming wk, there's test everydae. and all are heavy with details.
mondae- history!
tues- amaths. chapter7- hw can my brain possibly rmb ALL the formulae?
wed- bio spa- seemed tricky.
thurs- bio - taxing. 2 heavy chapters.
friday- free?

den holidays! woohoo. but hu says holidaes are meant for relaxation.
filled with:
extra lessons.
mt prelim.
cca- i like!
and dat's the end of de holiday.

at least ... at least.. we can wake up later!
i'm determined to update today. i tot i had alot to update about but it all seemed to be forgotten at tis point in time.
yiks. dere's physics lessons and i dun get to go band prac. but i'll get to burning cockcroaches. yucks. euk.

and congrats to us for the proposal writing. sry i missed out the thesis statement while typing.
tmr is english test already. i hope i do well although i'm not trying to study anitink which i tink is unlikely to do anitink constructive at tis pint of time. my mom jus walked in and said my eye lids were closing already.

feeling rather tired despite trying my best to get myself into bed early. but sleeping rate has greatly dropped frm the peak. woots. recession limb le. :D

speaking of geog., geog test on tues was shrewd. it took us all by surprise. and poof. there goes our marks.
we didn't expected it t be so 'exhausting'. time was needed to sort information out before we got ans, and wen sorting out was done. test may even be over. lol.

i have been stuck here for the past hour. xP without doing much. geez. n i feel as if it is 1am now. lol.
today was attire check for 303, 305 and 306. who would it be nxt?

happi saturdae!

2007-08-18T15:41:53Z

wahahahhahha. released from the torture of hmk and sch days. where sleep is so rare..
lol. i todae quite hyper duno why!
hehehe.
was lik relaxing for the whole day. oh no. lol.

wen to band prac in the morning. didn't noe wad to do without the mani band members hu wen for flag dae. i was so worried on wad would happen. apparently, everytink wen wel. i was so glad about dat.
if onli every particular one was as enthu as the rest. u wouldn't like if u jus wouldn't try. 100%! working towards dat.

but please refer to blogger lol. bcoz branzann saes taggin at blogger is fun and therefore, he promised me a waffle if i update dere.

wen i reached home. i watched huan huan ai and ate and bathe. currently chiong frm 4-6ep. cool hor? finishing already, but i'm scared i carn resist the temptation and rushed thru the weekend. whereby geo would be a killer on tues. and mondae i wouldn't be reaching home early as usual.

den after watching huan huan ai, i wen to sleep! yay. woke at 7pm. and watched tvbi shows and ate dinner. geez i'm rotting lik siao :*
i'll buck up tmr.

was sms rather furiously these dae.
my fone plan would be expiring on 1st Jan 2008, my dad saes i could change to a student plan. i'll hav 1000 sms den. i wouldn't be so worried about exceeding and getting scolded. :)

working tgt rawks. dat's wad i cor a team.

HAPPI BIRTHDAE SHERINE.

2007-08-16T15:05:55Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAE SHERINE.
jy for ur perc playing. and stay pretty!

n tdae i'm so so so lucky lo :(

i dropped my wallet, i spoiled a burette, i was labelled either dumb or stupid, i dropped my money. i wen abit out of ctrl during band regarding dynamics X=
n
I LOST MY WHOLE PENCILCASE !
ahh.

fortunately, i managed to get smth done regarding the arrangements.

but on d other hand, emaths chapter 11 seems so distant. and
neither proposal was familiar. :(
i'm so unlucky.

scared.
pissed off.
worried.

i wan to be a good person!

2007-08-15T14:40:56Z

ok comments dat i hav serious moodswing prob still persists. :(
haha. but nvm. i'm trying. i tink ppl lik sherilyn and meijun are ppl with veri veri gd temper.
i will improve lo. i'll try. as long dun sae: MOOD SWING AH? den shld b ok le.

todae is xinyu's birthdae.
and we started to sing birthday songs for the birthdae babies from june onwards?

HAPPI BIRTHDAE XINYU!
saw your alot of presents todae. gd luck in wadeva u do!

abit moody todae bcoz i was tired.
sry limin lol.

HAPPI BIRTHDAE justin and yanting.

2007-08-14T13:05:56Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN.
dun forget to stay high and enthu about perc. and all the best for your studies!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANTING.
hope u had a happi birthday! jiayou in ur tbone playing. n gd luck for ur eoy.

apparently, i got thru todae's check. bcoz i did a last min tie up.
mayb i'll get my haircut tis wkend. lol. provided i'm hardworking enuff to get OUT of the house.

ok todae my left leg hurts. i carn walk properly la. x( but luckily PE still can play. however, after pe it wen for the worst. but nvm. at least i'm not fully paralysed. i'm onli LAME.

todae during lunch time, more and more people joined us for the "give me tempo ready go". i really likd how imprompt2 our class is. so 'ON'. dey started to learn the game and joined us with such enthusiasm. and we couldn't stop laughing most of the time. hee.

den it was eng lessons. ms fiz is another nice teacher. well. she wasn't pleased with our progress today. but she'll c wad we r capable of next time. we carn allow our darling co form to loss faith in us ma. ;P

ok. i got back physics test todae. I PASSED.
and before mr ch gave me d paper he asked me: do you think u pass or fail?
i was like shocked. but didn't reveal it since i was in a blurry state den.

den todae wen for committee meeting.
wel.. made some changes todae.
hope it will be done.

first day of sch

2007-08-13T12:32:07Z

HAPPI BIRTHDAY MING E!
todae is ming'e's birthdae n i got 15 hits to her already.
she must hav felt how sincere i were. :D

i believed this is a really rejuvenating holiday la! :P
bcoz i didn't sleep all the wae from assembly all the wae thruout the LESSONS.
gosh. i feel so accomplished. nv expect myself to go dat far.
tdae got back maths test. and tmr dere will be SS and physics.
oh man. saddening sia. all the best to me!

trigo test was alright. i passed the retest anw. :P
and while going thru the corrections, mr l gone thru graphs with us. n i'm luving it.
it is interesting. n i made some stupid mistakes which i shouldn't be making.
bcoz i trusted my calculator. or mayb the problem lies with me.
as in how i press it. but i'm glad i got it thru. :P
was rather high today.
well. containing rage and reinserting a smile on the face is an mature act.
bahs. i wanna learn. lol.

the geography test is coming on 21st.
we were barely thru it.
well it is one day after eng!
so let's hav fun.
report?!
how am i suppose to do it.
dun feel confident about it even a tinni winni bit. :(
but who cares. go dere and whacking it out.

justin came back to sightread.
congrats. he realised dat sightreading is important.
he is working.
:))))

geez i seem to be on the binging side alittle.
though my mood is not dat bad.
ahh. increased inertia. signals increased mass. lol..
:S

anw, ms fiz so called WARN me for my hair.
n i dun wanna hear the bad tinks again.
i wan to "hear the good things"
so i shld tune to?
go watch advertisment ba x)

homeworking.

2007-08-12T07:20:05Z

jus a random thought.
i guessed i would have suffer if i were to be thrown into the society in this point of time :(
i still belong to d kiddy world.
SLACKING :D

gd news. i am halfwae thru my homework. :P i noe i'm happi :))))
hee. well .the mt essay was i tink alright. jus now another sucky result? i hope so. coz i dun get gd grades for this. i duno WHY.! bao zhang bao dao. i'll win de i'll.

such a short holidae. it's sundae already? oh my. seems lik alot of ppl are mugging. n i'm lagging out of dere.

huan huan ai. :D

HAPPI BIRTHDAE BRANZANN

2007-08-11T16:04:30Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAE BRANZANN!
he is a fortunate junior la.
coz he got the 3 perc seniors to be crapping in the same conversation n counting down for his birthdae. lucky lo.
lol. short n sweet ma.

all d best to him! happi birthdae!

btw, mine is on 1st oct. :P

ok fine, i'm addicted to huan huan ai. after first episode. i thought i could do my hmk tmr!
:( hope i can finish it wen sch reopen.
short short holidae x(

bahs.

2007-08-11T13:11:57Z

i got to explore this under intro frm yiying.
since blogger doesn't allow me to update:(

wen i finished typing my post.
my com gave me in.
oh my com and the internet connection doesn't click :(

jus a happi belated birthdae to SINGAPORE.
it's must sae.
not forgetting:
HAPPI BELATED BIRTHDAE TO RAY, BIINGYIH AND KAIHONG.
i always lag by an hour.

i jus realised that this also have autosaved draft function.
didn't served it purpose i guessed.
n jus all technological stuffs are freaking me out.
jus wonder how it'll be wen there's no such tinks as coms and tvs.
nah. it would be hell. n i would be freaking bored. lol.
i guessed i would feel different with a different computer. :D

ok didn't did much todae except watching finish discs and stuffs.
and i'm glad. hope tomoro would be a constructive dae!